(7 May 2021, 6:45 AM. We are shifting to a new place and my sleep just went off. I took a nap for like 1 or 1 and half hours maybe while making Aarvik sleep and that’s it. I wanted to write something since long so just having the hot lemon and scribbling. Chantal will be here in sometime and our day will kick off with more work 😆)
After leaving a certain age, after knowing yourself for certain time, maybe we as humans should come to that realization that we know ourselves. We shouldn’t try to create a false imagery of ourselves with us. If we are still doing so, let’s come face to face with ourselves and decide and move on. That should be healthy and that should let you be at peace as well.
I get angry in small things sometimes, sometimes don’t care. But the way I get angry at petty stuffs and where I shouldn’t have stressed myself I keep coming to a realization that there’s a lot anger submerged inside me and that comes out time and often in wrong ways. I realize that I have taken a lot bullshit of people and I have been the tolerant one that much that all I have left with me is anger, Anger towards all of them who did wrong to me and maybe time and often that anger oozes in different forms. I am still in that phase where I cannot forgive and forget. I can’t do. My silence has been interpreted in wrong ways. Somebody’s nature is not their weakness but well people took it so. So yeah! My anger will need some time to rest maybe.
Just that I don’t want this anger to be taken along somewhere far. Let it flow and go!!
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