Do you still need to be shouting out so loud that your head hurts?
Some days I feel, why do I even need to make a point? Why do I just not listen to people and shut myself up (as I have done many many times)? Why do I just need to reform "society" that will refer to me as a paagal who just makes some bullshit comments.
The point here is about Dhog diye and darshan . Dhog diye (where I bow my head) to my elders in that part of the world where I come from i.e; Far-Western Nepal is a common wishing practice. I realize my spouse and I am these days refereed to with the later form of wishing darshan. I am asked "what is the problem in there?" "Isn't it the common form of salutation you are given to "in your place"?" Mind it here "my place" is referred to be Chitwan which is where my spouse belongs to. A very "small" actually "tiny" thing or that thing that doesn't even exist is the one I am referring to here.
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I feel tired writing about my story here. I am just tired that certain useless thing keep existing and I am there trying to justify myself in LOUD voices.
I am literally TIRED JUSTIFYING MYSELF ALL THE TIMES!
Metta!