Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Once Upon A Time We were Kids !!

Just as I was getting through many of the thoughts a more prominent thought came upon and I sat back wondering, Oh god ! there really was a lovely time called "Childhood" and once upon a time we were "Kids"..So innocent, so childish, so carefree...No artisism, no phony way of living, no any fake says and nevertheless just the way we are.

Monday, June 25, 2012

The Strength of Weakness

She gave me the A4 size paper with the heading on it written in bold letters Women-Power.

'And as the title tells, you have to write something on 'Power', 'Strength' and all such craps that shows the strong feminine side you know,' she was narrating me whole the story of Power-play.

'The way those women sustained their hopes, seek their way ahead and make their life more strong kind of things and this is how our story will go- A Power-Puff play,' she grinned and  moved out of my room and left me back with my thoughts.

She is the editor of the magazine I write for. She always got hold of me with the plot and narrated the whole stuff she wanted to get out of me.

'You need to present the women-power in much more bolder way OK,' she had just said.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

End of it..."The Story"



It was raining heavily when we were having that coffee. She had not spoken a bit from the time she entered my room. She just sat staring outside the window and I sat seeing her, silence surrounded our being.

'Before a story starts again, I felt the old ones should end,' she broke the silence suddenly. 'Closing the chapters had never been that easy you know, cause there's always a new story to tell, be the pages be old. Moreover, the so-called old ones are so close to your heart, that you dun jus wanna let them go.'

She stopped, sighed for a while, looked at me and then started saying again,'And yeah they do reveal and come up with some new insights every time you get through those old pages…But ends are always ends -better for everyone I guess. You can't take the dead sculpos with you for long,' she was saying.

She always narrated things in this way I thought to myself,with some figures, with the anecdotes and with those some parts/ plays/

Thursday, June 14, 2012

'She' My friend- II

I was just sitting and playing with my dog when she entered inside. As usual she moved on with the pace of the cat and I  couldn't feel of anyone else's presence, other than me in the room. It was my dog, who lovingly moved towards her wagging its tail. Wow, it was 'She'-my friend, how much had I longed to see her and there she was before me.

Starting with the Hello-Hi we got into having chit-chat over the ongoing tits-bits.

"Sometime its the same thing/ same moments/ same place but you get a no-way out just getting your head along the same sort of businesses and that's it how it moves along,' she abruptly said in a wired tone as if she had been rehearsing these dialogues from a long time.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Without yoU !!


You,

Without yoU at this end
At this place
Just your thoughts
Just your words
Moves around me
Hovers me

I,

Try to conceal
Try to convince
Disastrous those feelings sometimes
Devastating my being
Deranging the situation
at times

What If ??

Just a thought..sometime some weird sometimes creative, sometimes this and sometime that, Ahh!! just as they are..<thoughts> ..they just take you to a nowhere situation at times.

I sometime really wish if only I wouldnot be thinking so much. It would have been lot better not be a thought box. May be then I would get into some kind of peace and more of solace, I guess.

But nay I knew it won't happen.

As if things wanted to be as such - may be things were better on as such, a part of mind thought. But even then I didnot get into a right track, a right answer. And I know until I get into some concrete way out I will be rambling around with these thoughts mugging in ma mind.

Just again a thought popped in -- What if the story comes to an end ??

Tuesday, June 05, 2012

'Me' The Unknown !!


The unknown me
The naïve me
Attaching to the unknown
Getting to get the unfounded

Confused, strong headed
Bewildered and thirsty again
Wish to get out of the cravings, the crying
But again entrapped in there

The Wounded Soul !!


The wounded soul
The dearth way
The sickness in the feels
Ah!! Feels me why is it so

Sighs me... uhh cries me
And again Yuk!! The same condition

What if things would have been better
what if things were not the same

Sunday, June 03, 2012

The Melancholic SMILE..!!

He,
always smiling
always happy
thought we

His,
sadness never considered
never thought of

He,
forgot giggling
at times sniveled

Narcissism Vs Admiration

When the debate of narcissism goes on around and the blame-game on social networks is always at heavy toll, I remembered the prologue of one of my favorite books "The Alchemist" and felt like sharing;

The alchemist picked up a book that someone in the caravan had brought. Leafing through the pages, he found a story about Narcissus.

The alchemist knew the legend of Narcissus, a youth who knelt daily beside a lake to contemplate his own beauty. He was so fascinated by himself that, one morning, he fell into the lake and drowned. At the spot where he fell, a flower was born, which was called the narcissus.

But this was not how the author of the book ended the story.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

'She' My friend..

The voice from far aback called my name. I halted, was I really being called or was it my hallucination. I turned around and got astonished to see a figure running towards me. I waited for it to reach me. It was dusk and visibility was very less, so I could not figure out who the person really was. As it approached, a blushing face could be seen.

'Hey hw u doing?' it said 'been a long long time'.

'Good', my answer was brief.

I was really surprised to see her. The person standing before me really looked like myself Or must say it was me before me. The same figure, same height, same eyes, same smile, same way of talking, God I was talking to myself I thought.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

A Void .. !!

Many a times many of the thoughts are moving around, sometimes scribbled and sometimes unscribbled those of the thoughts. But at times it happens like you feel the need to write, write just at the moment- may be its the best healer. So did I felt may be...

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Telling A Tale of Travel

Life indeed is a journey till it ends...Added one more of journey in a new conquest of the endless journey's so far...

It was on Monday last week, when I was planning for an International trip from Nepal to Nepal. Travelling is my passion and in fact who doesn't like to travel. With lot of thoughts/plans and amidst many confusions-dilemmas-and, the way our country was/is moving on I was excited for my travel. I knew ahead awaits an splendid life-time memory for me.

Well the excitement in all such woeful conditions was laid by the fascination of the travel stories told by my Grandpa. It has always been mesmerizing to hear from him. His travel stories to different parts of the country through India while there were inaccessible roads had always given me a charming impression and I was left aback wondering as a kid, how would it have been to travel for Nepal to Nepal through an International trip…;)

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Scream Of Silence..!!


                         Scream of that Silence...!!
When everything else in the world seemed so dumb, a voice from inside made a voice. It was a creak I felt, [it always happens, I supposed] but nay the voice was coming from a distant image and to my surprise, it was beckoning me. Speak up it said, its enough of silence now….!!

Sometimes I felt was it important to speak / was it that important to make up a voice?? A second thought came up at the instant Yes it really was....Enough of Silence have had been, Screamed the Silence.........

Seriously how long?? How much and why?? Why do we really need to be as such? Why do we need to stay quiet ?? Are the happenings just the results of our age-old habit of letting things go as it is. Or Are we caged with the slave mentality where we have no choice rather then obeying our masters and are not allowed to protest?

Yes, we are very optimistic "Everything Happens for Our Good" has been our age old optimistic theory…