A talk to self!

Why do we hold so much anger within us/ Why do we hold so much fear? And why do we contain so much jargon that all it creates is a harsh environment around us? 

Some days I think maybe we are channeled to be fearful/unhappy because of the unhappiness we grew up with? That what we love is unhappiness. And then I ask myself again, why do we carry a small part (in portions) of our lives with ourselves for so long that all we have forever for our life is that portion and live the remaining part of our life in the name of living life with the corpses of our long left life back. Why?? Oh why??

I somehow have the answer, and some days do not have. And that's okay too, right :-)

Metta!