Two things: Random reminders!

 Nov 29, 2022Two things:One: A couple of days back I reread a message- "Do you like straight forward criticism?" I said: Yes. They: "your writing is bland. No taste, no writing skill, no proper use of verbose."I knew then, I am not  a great writer, but I try to express- I try to write, just in the hope I will be better. I still tend to write even though I was heart broken then, I doubted myself a little bit more then. I still write, because...

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Scared!

Have you been scared. Scared like anything at any time? I don't know why the scary feelings linger but they do!And this scariness is also not like that SCARINESS but just that  that slowly cringes your heart and knocks you slowly whenever you are opening your email.Hopefully, this too shall pass!!Met...

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A manual Monologue!

Every day is different from the other- I feel better than yesterday. Still there are unknown paths (many), but I hope I will be able to figure them out.Academia is hard, tough and there are so many unknown paths that need to be figured out. Maybe some day it will be fine, maybe some day I will be able to tell someone like me, it's okay to not know and you will figure out the way. It is fine having shortcomings.Just that it's been a lot of years living the life of struggles that some days the struggles seem too much. And I feel like I am just done....

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Sighs!

 The journey is getting more difficult each day. I don't know. I really don't know!Please help!!Met...

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This feeling!

 I am scared, more scared lately than any other time. Maybe every other scary moment feels as such. But I do feel so.I just hope these feelings goes away!Mett...

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