Days!

Some days you are blank. So blank as a page and anything else that could exist. Life's has so many things to share almost everyday.

Metta let we live in!

She-my friend

She makes me feel liberated. She-my bestest friend, who just makes my life easier.


Metta!

Days

Some days are so pale kind of, that you don't even see the days and ways ahead.

Ahh days!

The prelude to perfection

May be there's a state,
which calls upon
being perfect
then maybe it is called-
prelude to perfection

Maybe always,
we wanted that
being the perfect
and the best-
thus existed prelude to perfection

But the question here is,
Is there anything like perfect?
Is "perfect" even a condition?
then how does one reach-
to prelude to perfection!!

Langtang Revisited!

Being at the same place after 5 years made my heart glow a lil more.

Wonderful SIX months :-)

With love, care and a wonderful bonding has the 6 months passed by. Six months of more love, six months of more care and six months of the more togetherness.

The man and the woman love. It's been a wonderful journey and I really love this phase of life... :-*

Metta!

Now!

There's this neutral state in life. I really don't know what next.

Metta!

My answers will come up soon!

Does reading give you peace?
What about Music? Does it heal?
And travelling? Does it matter?
What about the many adventures you make? Do you cherish them?
The night full of stars. Or the majestic delightful day :-) Does it make you happy?
Do you seek for happiness? Or create them?
Do moments matter? 
Have you fallen for anyone's words? Does word effect?
Happiness sealed in those moments or any sweet/bitter memories which you unlock to feel those days :-)

Times!

I got delayed to update the blog and in writes. Not such a happening news to share.

Metta!

Peace !

I feel detached. Detached from the worldly beings in my own ways.

Everything happens for our own good!

Everything happens for our own good.

It has happened good and it will happen good.

Amen.

Metta!

You, my love 💕❤

You,
the love
that keeps me sated

You,
the desire
that keeps me flowing

You,
the oasis
that ablazes in my desert

You,
the light
that is in my being

Only you,
that keeps me
floating in
flying high
soaring up
still rooted
deep inside

You,
my love
💕❤

My love 💕❤

Metta!!

Love dot com!!

'AadiA: Last online at 8:45 AM' Aaditya's viber status showed.

'AadiA: online'

'👋🏾Aadi ☺️', Adita Chirped as soon she saw Aaditya Online on viber.

'Hey! 🙏🏽...haha,' Aaditya exclaimed. 'How r things 🤔?' He added.

'The day is gloomy and dull and am 🤒 Aadi 😔😔,'Adita vibered.

'Oh! God. What happened 😳😳?' Aaditya replied back.

'Maybe some viral attacks 🙄,' was her reply. 'I need to 😴 maybe, tired and restless I feel ☹️☹️,' she added.

'💤😴 is not good for health Adita. Try getting up. Moving around 🏃🏻. That should better help,' was Aadi's intellectual remark.

'😐😐,' Adita responded but inside her mind were the tides. She was not feeling well and was in deep pain internally. And she felt someone close to her should have understood this. Aaditya's remark just doomed her. And it was not the first time this happened. She would try make her say but he would turn it up on his side rather than listening to her side as well. These kind of happenings made her feel bad.

*********

Both could see each other online. Yet something stopped them to speak.
She said it was her pain🤒🤕
He said 🤐!

*silence ruled*

Metta!!

More on Aaditya and Adita: Downpours and Snapshots!

Writer!

I have not stopped writing but I donot have the patience to jumble my thoughts at a place and put them in this wall. This makes me a lousy writer. Oh yeah! a very very lousy writer.

Metta!

Times!

These days thoughts keep hovering around. So many thoughts. So so many. I try to keep them at pace. But alas!

Metta! we get.

Determination!

I find myself lethargic and determination-less. A state as such.

May life be better.

Metta!

Lankan Lore-3 :-)!

17^th May, 2016

It's the third day in Srilanka. Srilanka is all wet at this time of the year. Keeps raining all the time. Getting up and rushing for the breakfast and the training is the early chore of the day. Yeah! I miss Ankit most of the time, while am in the training. This is such a thing someone becomes a part of you like your breathe. The second day of the training today focused on Risk Analysis and then talking about M&E plans where we talked about setting the indicators. Yesterday we set up the intervention logic with the impacts, outcomes, outputs, and thereby the activities. Similarly the assumptions based on the the risk analysis was made and then jumped into the indicator section. The end of the day was made with outcome mapping where we expect/like/love to see something and thing were made as such.

Setting indicators

After the study sessions, back to the Ellen’s place (the hotel we stayed in) and then the evening stroll towards the Upali restaurant. The food in Srilanka is really good. We both like the taste.

Typical Srilankan Lunch (Spicy one :-))

Dinner (Roti-Mushroom curry and Chicken Kottu (in the right)

It was a good walk to and back. We had talks, so many talks and then sometime teased. Sometimes got annoyed. That's how life moves on J Ahh! wonderful Life. Btw I love this time. Much. Very much J!!

Somewhere in Colombo near the Lamborghini store :-)

Tomorrow we have plan for Jacuzzi J More stories on meet again. Until then stay alive J

Metta!!

Lankan Lore-2 :-)!

16^th may,

Day 2 at Srilanka. The busy-ness has started. At 9:00 AM I have a training to attend. The training that I am participating in is "Monitoring and Evaluation for Learning (MEL)" by MDF Asia. I am a part of it from 16-19^th  May, 2016 here in Colombo.

Beginning of the day happens with the food and Srilankan food to be precise today.

Typical Srilankan Breakfast (remove the cornflakes though)

The hustle bustle for the day started and there I was at the training place. Miriam Lindwer is my trainer here. It was good to see her. I met Yaseen Ariff (of MDF) for the first time today after all those mails and skype chats previously. We had a long talk before finalising for the training here. So the session for the coming 4 days has started in here. We began the classes with the knowhow on M&E and it's history. Were good talks.The linkage to MDGs and thereby leading to SDG were also taken under care. With talks food waited at the other end. Lunch time it was J

Srilankan Lunch

Dessert (I forgot the name though)

The day ended on good learnings on Results based management approach, intervention logic and all. It was a fruitful day J

Then came the evening stroll in Colombo J

He captured Me J

We-We <3 <3

Lovely days and night J

Love
Metta!!

Lankan Lore-1 :-)!

15^th May, 2016

15 April  2016, we got married. Today 15 May, 2016 A month of togetherness of us :-*

Love our presence <3 <3

And Boom! We are here in Srilanka J The honeymoon travels has begun with more of stories to come along in the days to come.

We started from Kathmandu at 1:30 PM yesterday (14^th May, 2016)

At Tribhuwan International Airport

with a transit at Thailand from 6:15 PM to 22:10 PM

Thailand welcomed us :-)

At Suvarnabhumi International Airport, Bangkok-Thailand

 and leaving again for Srilanka from Thailand at 22:10 .

Time to see off J

Bye-bye for some days Thailand J Off we go

and reaching to Srilanka at 12 AM. Aah! Long flight it was.

Waiting at the Immigration at Bandaranaike International Airport

 And then after all the processes at the airport we headed to Ellen's place.

The place where we stayed, Ellen's Place

After getting up in the morning we moved towards the Majestic City as we couldn’t plan to move around much because of the rain. Yeah! Srilanka looks good. It’s raining though.  News of flood have also started coming. 

Rainy Colombo, Srilanka

The hotel people strictly told us to move in a meter taxi as the people over here can 'thago' us. So there we were in Majestic city in a while riding in a meter taxi. Wooooo! I experienced the Ocean for the first time. As far as we could see, only ocean could be seen. Wowww! This is been amazing a feel.

Indian Ocean (Yayyyyy!)

Me-He and Indian Ocean :-*

We we <3 <3

We tried some Srilankan cuisines for the first time today. Kottu or Kotthu as they called were yummy. And then we also tried Hoppers. It was like pancake, but some different taste of course.

Kottu or Kotthu Roti (vegetarian)

Hoppers or Appam (Vegetarian)

It feels good to experience these things. And yeah! more stories to come J Until then!

Metta!

Is this love?

I keep on falling for my man a hundred times and get up and fall for him a hundred and one time again. Is this love?

Metta :-)!

Marriage!

Meanwhile I got married. 15th April was the big day. More to tell.

Till then!

Metta!!

The week!

The week leading to newer life has begun.

Let love flourish.

Metta!

Mini-Attacks are on!

Getting married is one beautiful thing that can happen in one's life. But with it will come so many endless series of panic attacks I never thought of. The big day has been decided. Family and friends are been/being informed. And then there's this endless series of so many things. 

Tsk! tsk!!

Well, I hope we make an ideal world for us.

Metta we seek!

Metta!!

Periods!

Sometimes you get wordless not because you have nothing to say but because you have so many things to say and every word gets you wordless.

Peace I seek.

Metta!!

A little cry-out to myself!

Sometimes you see the caged world. Just trying to cage you within. You try to escape but then the cages' surround you. I find it so reverent. Don't go to the meanings of the words I make. They are that. But well so many things make me feel so drooped down.

Like if you are a property. Why the world has problem with woman? I might sound so very feministic but then I can't hold this crazy world anymore? I just can't. It's just so suffocating. Why should you be listening to everyone every time? Just why? 

So many thoughts piss me around. So many societal stuffs drags me to so many different feelings at times. Metta I need.

Metta!

In Love!!

It’s so tough to be in love,
when all you love is love.

And love is more in love,
coz love just loves love.

When love belies in love,
then all you can is love.

Moreover distance is tough in love,
still distance comes in love.

And with all the obstacles in love,
still all you can do is LOVE. 💕💕

Metta !

Feelings then!

I was getting anxious. For the known. For the unknown. I knew somewhere at some point of time this had to come up. But then when I am about to enter into this world am just getting more anxious. somewhere I don't know how do I define this feeling.

Metta !!

Love note!

Dear Love,

Loving you is the best thing ever happened and I Love you. Love you more than loving the loves. And for now I want to scream in a high note that I love you.

Loves,
your love

Thoughts again!

For the umpteenth time again I felt let the time moved on 10 years and beyond. While I sleep in my couch and see the happenings around.

Metta !!

Oh! Life

May be life's never gonna settle in a light way.

Metta!!

Random Questions?

Would I like the world to know about me in loud words??

Why?? why??

Metta!!

Resolutions 2016!

In the beginning of a lazy weekend I tweeted,

It was just a casual thought like any other day that day with the disclaimer of my flying thoughts. But while I sit today scribbling these lines, making this resolution list I feel I have known if I write I will make it. Otherwise I won't. Moreover, with SMART resolutions this time I open the Pandora's Box. Going off de listos:

1. Starting today 22 February 2016, 2 months to shed 10 kilos body weight. (By hook or crook or dieting or whatever. I will shed it + Well exercising very regularly this time). June 09, 2016. I have gained weight (I am out of order regarding this)

2. Admitting that I keep being very lenient while using time. *Punctuality* comes first. Nothing else. No making wait (Sorry to all those who I have done that. I have always felt guilty, like a culprit) Been lethargic

3. Publish a paper this year.

4. No *word* should go off hand while meeting deadlines (I have been procrastinating in the beginning and head out working at the end. Chill and work from the beginning is the motto).

5. Life changes.  Got married :-D

6. Learn a dance to perform.

7. I will keep adding on the list ( 6 makes a lot of work to do and still more to add).

PS: I will keep track of stuffs this time. The resolutions will be monitored throughout. Every month I will be checking the progress and tracking it. Just to add, I have never made a resolution like this people. Ahh! I got something in hand this time. (I am having butterflies in stomach and that have to finish wala feeling *ding dong*).

Metta!!

PS: I love you!

What does love do to you?

It drives you crazy and at the same time

gets you more into loving.


What does love do to you?

it keeps you in love

while keeps increasing the longings.


What does love do to you?

let drives more love in you 

while keeps love blooming.

What does love do to you?

gives more reason to love

yet making more love flourishing.

PS: I love you

Metta!

!!

Mark this day.

I am hurt. More than anything.

If tomorrow never comes!

After the busy day, they sit before their computer screens and as usual start their convo from two sides of the world. One thing that joins them is this virtual world. Valentine's day is approaching and today is Valentine's eve. They start their love saga with soothing love songs.

He:  Truly Madly Deeply

She: If tomorrow never comes

He:  :-)

She:  What if tomorrow never comes?

He:   That's never a question.

She:  Still I would like to make this question.

He:  (pauses for a while) Do you really want to know?

She:  Yeas!

He:  (takes a deep breath) Yes honey! that tomorrow will never come which won't see us together, loving each other, craving for each other and longing to hold each other for eternity.

That tomorrow will never come where the moon won't shine for us.

She:  oKay! And?

He:  That tomorrow will never come where the stars won't shine for us and shooting stars won't shoot so that we can wish for our togetherness and togetherness will always come true.

But, yes honey! that tomorrow will always come where we will always be one under the warmth of togetherness forever and ever.

****Silence ****

She:  I love you.

He:  I love you more.

#HeSheStories

Metta!
Image Courtesy: The Guardian

*tiring tiring tuesday*

I am just tired. Tired all the time. And just want to say that I am tired.

Metta!

Naive wishes!!

It was naive but I wished for you at the moment. The moment when fears drive you to an artless world. You do not even know whether it was fear or never a fear moment. But the wishes were naive and just for you.

You are in thoughts and prayers.

Metta!!

सकस !!

आफ्नो गतिमा उन्मुक्त पौडी रहेको माछोलाई पानि बाट निकालेर बाहिर जमिनमा छट्पटिन छाडि दिदाँ शायद तेस्तै हुदों हों जुन छट्पटाहट भोग्ने मौका कहिले काहिँ तिमीले मलाई दिन्छौं।

नाइँ भनेर कराउन नि नसक्नुको सकस भोग्नेलाई त थाहा होला नि होइन ?

इति !! 

ये इश्क नहिँ आसान !!

मासुम मोहब्बत का बस इत्ना फसाना हे,

कागज कि हवेली हे बारीश का जमाना हे। 

क्या शर्त-ए-मोहब्बत हे क्या शर्त-ए-जमाना हे,

आवाज भि जख्मी हे और गीत भि गाना हे। 

उस पर उतरने कि उम्मीद बोहत कम हे,

कश्ती भि पुरानी है और तुफान को भि आना हे। 

सम्झे या ना सम्झे वो अन्दाज मोहब्बत का 

एक सख्सको आखों से एक शेर सुनाना हे।  

ये इश्क नहिँ आसान बस इत्ना समझ लिजिए , 

एक आगका दरियाँ हे और डूब कर जाना है।। 

By: (I am confused about the शायर)

They say February is all about love, so dedicated to Dear February :-)

Disclaimer: I do not believe that love is solely for or is dedicated to only a particular month. If love, love is always there.

Metta!!

Words Rule!

She asked her,"Is he the man of words?"

She said,"Yes."

She sat quiet and remembered his words. How good they have been said all this time. She thought, "Do I need to say more?"

She smiled with her.

Metta!

With you!

Even if I end up endless,
my endlessness seek your end.

Even if I get wordless,
my words look for your words.

Even if I be breathless,
my breaths paces with your breathe.

Even if I feel numb,
my feels feel your feel.

Even if my heart stops,
I will live with your heartbeat.

Metta!!
Image courtesy: Deviant Art

I fear the oblivion!

Even writing gives me goosebumps these days.

Metta!!

For her!

She moved off without saying a word more. It was her part, she played well and then just moved off like the glittery glitters. No much says. No tough talks. But as swift as as anything it could be

I know I will miss her. She's been a friend, a path-shower, someone whom I always look forward to. But then she went off.

Pfff!!

Of heart and heartaches!!

Of heart and heartaches. Feels I will die somewhere in between. 

Metta!!

This too shall pass!

This too shall pass. Just that it will take my heart away in between somewhere.

Metta I seek!!

Time!

Time doesn't stop.

Happy New Year

A wonderful page that unfolded henceforth :-)

Happy New Year lovelies :-))!